Hmm,
so today i chilled with erin, and watched fight club, made grass people in the park,
then i sat on my bed and kinda thought about things,
i mean theres so much to tihnk about these days, life in general, people who live life the way they do,
man life is so fucked.

if you look at the past year you see the drastic changes everyones been through, their tastes, likes/dislikes change

and their friends change, we lose some we gain some, but fuck, sure we gain some, and im living life just as great, but it still hurts to see them , and for like those few seconds, all the memories of us will run through my head, so slowly that you could feel those moments as if they were happening at that very moment,
sure ill miss those girls and guy friends, but i dont usually get how casual people are about ditching their friends.

Then theres those feelings, where you can only think about the future and hope it all happens, and sometimes wonde that is the world ready for you. is the world ready for all your ideas, and i mean im somoene with a lot of ambition, my goal, is to make a differece in the world and i hopethat happens.

god this thing makes me feel better. haha i will be posting more. PEACE